it really feels good to be alive, again! i don't literally mean i was dead, but somehow.. yup. i died! i was problematically overdosed and it kinda killed me though. good thing, i am again breathing. it's been quite long now since i started not telling people what's going on with my life. actually, i still do but just not publicized. oh well, i believe only few take a peek on my journal. so why waste time type all the shit that bother me this past couple of months. there's really nothing in particular. i have been in a very melancholic mood. that's it. oh, i was really busying myself with lots of irrelevant things. you know, something that can occupy my time hoping i can make them relevant! haha.. so, ive been working on my unrecognizable identity problem. perhaps, only a few people have known i was undergoing this type of identity crisis. haha! actually, i just thought that everything's delayed for me. ok, so much about it. in the mean time, ill just let you know what are the things i wished for my birthday.
- a puppy. a pomeranian or shitzu
-a new fone. one of the nokia's n series fones
-a hundred thousand bucks will do.
- a trip out of town with my closest friends
-a laptop. most probably, an apple laptop
-a new boylet. haha!
-a day with the whole family. miss u guys!
-a charity work on my birthday.
-5 kilos decreased in weight!
that's all. can someone grant this for me? Thank you very much.